Raaarrr!!!

so fur like the past week, Kelly and i have been debating wether rarr is spelled "rawr" or "rarr". IT'S SPELLED RARR!!! but that's not the point of the title: this is more like a response to Annel's post:

ok, so yes, me and MC have made up. i prbbly will trust her eventually, but i can't just say "I COMPLETELY TRUST YOU WITH MY LIFE!" after like 4 days.


yes, i have been riting more poems. i have NO IDEA why . . . lol, my sunglasses poem is funny. thnx fur the complements annel! ur haiku (s) were actually pretty good. i like the whole 5,7,5; 6,8,6 thing. ROTFLOL u and meli's songs were HILARIOUS!!!!
waaaaa i can't go to the mitty open house 2moro. k sorry this is short, but g2g! bye!
-Italapinexo<3

It's a Party in the USA.....

So I put my hands up

They're playin my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin my head like yeeaah
Movin my hips like yeeaah


We all know the song, ya know? And Miley Cyrus. You ALL know. Except for my friend Sergio.... scary. But anyway. It's been stuck in my head since yesterday. Honestly, it's not a bad song. It's just Miley Cyrus. As in, if anyone else was singing it, it would probably be one of my favorite songs. But no, Miley Cyrus is just... hmmm, how do I say this? She's so un-Chuck Norris. Let's put it that way, because there are other ways to describe her, but I would prefer not to burn in hell.

Well, that's just one current aspect of what's been going on. Anna and MC have made up; no one thinks Anna's some desperate loser slut thing. Everything's back to normal except for one thing: Anna will never tell MC any secret or anything like that ever again.

Also, ever since Anna wrote those poems on Monday afternoon, she's been going through a poem-writing phase. She's REALLY GOOD. She wrote a poem about sunglasses, and it still was cool. But what was really sweet was that she wrote a poem for a guy. Isn't that just sweet? Wish I could write poems like that. I wrote like, a tweaked up haiku set; like the first verse was normal (5 syllables, 7 syllables, then 5 again), and the the next verse was 6, 8, 6, then back to normal, and then 6, and then normal again. It was about someone (yes, another person, get over it) but Anna writes waaaaay better than I do. Oh, well, it's better than that one poem I wrote for when the class had to participate in a contest in 5th grade, and mine and some other classmates' got picked and put in a book. Me and Melissa's were about racism. Wow.

So on Tuesday, I was all, "OMG Anna, I wish I could write poems like that!"
and she was all,
"Well, you can write songs...."

And I replied, "True... so long as you don't mean like last year...."

That sucked soooo much. If you don't get what I'm saying, here's what happened:
In Literature last year, we worked on a short story called "Tuesday of the Other June". When we did a project, I decided to do the most creative project option: write a song. So, I DID write a song, which some people still tease me about (I'm not offended, it's more like an inside joke). It was called "Sanctuary". Now, Meli and Kelly if you're reading this, you're probably laughing. DOn't worry. I'm telling you to shut up like always.

Anyway, Meli, if you're laughing, have something to say to YOU:
"So here go/ Sittin all alone/ You're the one that makes me feel this way/ Cuz it's the dread you leave behind....."

Ha. I win. ;). JK.
If you didn't get that, that was Meli's song that she wrote.


Wellwellwell.... anything else???? Just that life's goin on again pretty well...

Had to attend 2 meetings last night and skip fencing. The first was for Decathlon, I was invited on the team again for Fine Arts. Anna's on Science being Renz in 8th grade's backup... But I'm not a backup cuz I was one of the three 6th Graders from last year's team.... yay.


The other meeting was for Confirmation, but that's not really as exciting.

Well, gotta go now, I guess.

~♥.♫.Spaninesapino.♫.♥

Dealing with Screwed Emotions (follow-up on Anna)

This is a follow-up to Anna's entry today, so if you don't get it, you should probably read the post right below mine......

Ok, seriously, I just wanna frickin KICK A WALL. That doesn't sound too bad, but oh well. It's more appropriate than what I was gonna say that completely makes more sense on how much I hate what's goin on btween Anna and MC.
I trusted her!!!! Like, next to Anna, she was the next person I trusted. She tied with Kelly, actually, cuz ya know, Kelly, you're pretty damn awesome when you wipe away all that Jonas obsession ;D.

Now, this probably isn't helping Anna, but I was about to tell MC something, but this "incident" (HAH, can that be ANY MORE of an understatement?) that happened today just completely kept me from saying anything.

Well, at least Sierra was nice. She completely understands. But I felt so helpless! Cuz I was at band talking about MLIA and "That's what she said" and laughing and having an awesome time while my best friend's life was gradually creeping to a screwed over state of existence. And I'm in art, sitting next to her, and Anna can barely even explain, and she starts crying. I felt HORRIBLE! I couldn't even tell why she was crying, as in "Are you crying because people might think you're a desperate slut? Or just cuz you trusted MC?"


Now I completely feel messed up. You can't trust anybody. Because, you know, Sierra, and Mariah, and Lauren, they're AWESOME, but we all (I said all, I'm not denying myself) have bitchy, nasty sides. So sometimes, it's just you and your best friend. And of course, there are times when it's just you and internal struggle, as well, like what happened last spring with me. But I just hope it'll all get better.

I've got fencing tonight, and I'm just gonna let it all go, ya know? Maybe take it out on the wall targets, rant to my friends. ugh, I still have to start on Vocab 3 Column Notes.... well, I'll ask Josh, who always writes awesome Vocab sentences that usually involve me and Jonathan or Eric and Matt or somebody and crazy antics. He actually texted me saying he has some more sentences . Well..... I just hope it'll all get better, and MC FINALLY GETS THE MESSAGE! She was all, "Anna, what happened? Why are you crying?"
We both just stared at her, and I'm all, "Stuff happens."
And she's all, "whaaaat?"

So now, I just wait. and do my homework. And wait. And stuff. But mostly do homework and wait. haha, I'd snicker, but I'm too stressed out with this stuff.

And people say Secret Life is too stupid-dramatic.

~♥.♫.Spaninesapino.♫.♥