FIRST OF ALL I COMPLETELY FORGIVE ANNEL FOR WUT SHE DID. still kinda hurt, but... anyway.
i don't even mind saying her name now. i KNEW i couldn't trust melissa. she's always been mean. even if it wuz covered sometimes by "niceness". this mornig, she didn't talk to me. of course i didn't plan on talking to her EITHER. but again, she's "whispering" to people about how ugly i am, being HORRIBLE to both lauren and me. when i'm trying to walk out of our row of choir she puts her legs up so i have to step over them. then mass at 9am. we're all standing, and i have to give flowers to mrs. knight (our principle), i have to go out of our choir row again. melissa goes "go around." which i do, but on my way, i push her into the chair in front of her from the back. i do that when i'm getting back into the row also. she comments on my "ugly" hair, my face too, and how i'm in her way. this goes on for the whole day.
i'm ALSO hella pissed at sierra. like i said, she banded with melissa and is also being OVER THE TOP RUDE. calling me a man, ranting: "how could will like someone as UGLY as you?". all sorts of stuff. then the last straw during art. "anna,the only reason will's dating u is cuz he's sorry for you." if mrs. kirkland wasn't walking past i would've attacked her. i just said back "sierra, TYLER is only dating u cuz ur a *________*" please fill in whatever u like. that's the ONLY thing i;ve ever said back to her. i TRY to ignore her, but today i just snapped. i FRIGGING HATE HER. but what she said might be right, like i just found out from annel a couple minutes ago:
so i wuz talking to annel, rite? yes, over the fone. after a while, she goes "anna, i wuz just talking to melissa. she said Will had told her that the only reason he's dating you is cuz "i don't want to hurt anna" ". i really hope that's not true. i emailed Will a couple minutes ago asking if he really said that. i haven't gotten a reply, yet, but i hope he didn't. i feel like crying now. bye.