Monday, November 30, 2009
OH EM GEE!!! Alleesooowwwn looked like a lion today!!!! she curled her hair *super ceeeute!* OMG she should totally wear it to the dance on friday like that!!! I HAVE TO INTRODUCE HER TO 'TALL GUY' !!!! lol it's sooooo weird calling w- i mean HIM "tall guy". anywaysss i'll post a pic of her hair up soon!!! i took a pic w. my camera today during recess . . . YES in the girls bathroom it's like illegal to have a camera at school . . . SHHHH!!!
aurgh i skipped the fail of the day on this post... imma too lazy
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA annel rote a poem today!! super sweet!
ahaaaa! imma so happy! tall guy lOVVVES my dress. he kept mentioning it in a couple replies this weekend cuz i sent him a pic.
ANNEL U POST TOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! u have like two posts a day on the weekend!!! i need sum ownership here!!!
btw HEELLOOOO to all annel's friends frum fencing... u guys sound super awesome of what i've heard. josh- AWESOME vocab sentences... annel's told me like 2 or 3. CAMILA I HAVE TO MEET U!!!! haha, i kno WAY more about fencing than i should BECAUSE OF SOMEONE *cough cough ANNEL* but wtvs...
waaa gotta go! bie people!!!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
this is a fail if i've ever seen one. i wonder if its real!
yummm chicken potstickers fur lunch today!!! yeah, thats wut i thought . . . they were really good, if u've ever eaten trader joe's potstickers u would kno. but THEN i bit into the last one. it tasted kind of funny. i look at wut i bit- IT WUZ MOLDY. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! BEYOND GROSS! uggghhh! i can't believe i even ate those!!! k on to tonsilitus . . .
I MIGHT HAVE TONSILITUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my throat wuz really sore last nite after i got back frum Carmel w. my family, and my dad looked @ my throat and said my tonsils were really puffy, and they still are rite now. i might have to get them taken out!!! imma goin to a doctor tomorrow to see if i need them taken out.
it wuz soooooo cool: yesterday, me & my family got to the beach in carmel when the sun wuz setting!!! i got sum really kewl pics that imma post up here later.
awww, soo sweet: annel had a run-in over chat with the guy she likes. i won't give any details, but they chatted fur preeeetty long . . . the end wuz sweet.
aurgh someone remind me to send annel the pics of my dress cuz i might furget.
ugh i do NOT like ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha, weird way to end a post, but bie!!!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Ok, although this following part of a post is very contrasting to the FAIL thing, here I go:
Though I never knew you, Rest In Peace, Bud Cordoza
Okay, this morning was depressing-ish. We found out that a staff member's (at school) dad died. He was the school handyman, and he fixed all the broken desks and everything. And then we found out that Ameera in 8th Grade's grandfather passed away last night.....
We had a moment of silence in Language Arts today, as it was our first period class, and that's when we found out everything. It was so depressing, I wrote another poem. It was about death, but, no, not about Mr Cordoza. It's just. . . a poem. At first it looked emo, but I read over it and Sierra and Kelly read it later in the day ("Holy crap, Annel! That's good!"). I just kinda tried to imagine if someone I loved died. Not like, family loved, but. .. well, you get it. It's kinda long, but only because I used short lines.
Well, today is the one-week anniversary of Anna's "being screwed over by emotions", which she posted about last week and I wrote about as well.
Click the words to read the posts, if you haven't already. . .
The Christmas dance is next Friday at St. Simon's. . . I guess I'll just get an outfit while Black Friday shopping. . . rawr, this is the last dance where my mom's gonna give me money for the entrance fee. Then im'a on my own..... $7, that's not a lot. . . unless you're me, who is broke cuz of betting and IOU's (for other people, not gov't) and crap. . . bleah!
Monday, November 23, 2009
props to annel fur starting the whole daily fail thing. that wuz super smafrt and hopefully i'll be anble (able() to contingue that, but i just have to figure out ohw (how) to put a fpoic (pic) on a post. wait . . .
hmm did that work??? gr, it say's it's downloading my pic, but its mbeing really slow so i'll just have to telst (test) that later . . . o wait, it just appeared at the top. yummmm pie!!!
aurghh i wish i could've gone to the mitty opern (open) howuse (house) on sunday. they do have a HEEEEEE-UUUUGE campus- i've been ion (on() it before 4 sumones gradutation (graduation). dapparentlay (apparently) *well, this is abccording to Annel*
it's horrible there iand i would NOT wanto (want to) go there.
YEAAYYYYYYYY!! today allison taught me how to draw a loiion (lion)!!!! ees soo cute!!!
we had a shadow today. her name wuz Amelia!!! she wuz so cool! hopefully she''ll fcome (come) to SJMV. no, annel, she will NEVER EVER EVER EVER replace u!!!! k, g2g bye! (lol, hope u enjoyed the whole "post without a delete key" thing!!!)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
ok, so yes, me and MC have made up. i prbbly will trust her eventually, but i can't just say "I COMPLETELY TRUST YOU WITH MY LIFE!" after like 4 days.
yes, i have been riting more poems. i have NO IDEA why . . . lol, my sunglasses poem is funny. thnx fur the complements annel! ur haiku (s) were actually pretty good. i like the whole 5,7,5; 6,8,6 thing. ROTFLOL u and meli's songs were HILARIOUS!!!!
waaaaa i can't go to the mitty open house 2moro. k sorry this is short, but g2g! bye!
The butterflies fly away
Noddin my head like yeeaah
Movin my hips like yeeaah
We all know the song, ya know? And Miley Cyrus. You ALL know. Except for my friend Sergio.... scary. But anyway. It's been stuck in my head since yesterday. Honestly, it's not a bad song. It's just Miley Cyrus. As in, if anyone else was singing it, it would probably be one of my favorite songs. But no, Miley Cyrus is just... hmmm, how do I say this? She's so un-Chuck Norris. Let's put it that way, because there are other ways to describe her, but I would prefer not to burn in hell.
Well, that's just one current aspect of what's been going on. Anna and MC have made up; no one thinks Anna's some desperate loser slut thing. Everything's back to normal except for one thing: Anna will never tell MC any secret or anything like that ever again.
Also, ever since Anna wrote those poems on Monday afternoon, she's been going through a poem-writing phase. She's REALLY GOOD. She wrote a poem about sunglasses, and it still was cool. But what was really sweet was that she wrote a poem for a guy. Isn't that just sweet? Wish I could write poems like that. I wrote like, a tweaked up haiku set; like the first verse was normal (5 syllables, 7 syllables, then 5 again), and the the next verse was 6, 8, 6, then back to normal, and then 6, and then normal again. It was about someone (yes, another person, get over it) but Anna writes waaaaay better than I do. Oh, well, it's better than that one poem I wrote for when the class had to participate in a contest in 5th grade, and mine and some other classmates' got picked and put in a book. Me and Melissa's were about racism. Wow.
So on Tuesday, I was all, "OMG Anna, I wish I could write poems like that!"
and she was all,
"Well, you can write songs...."
And I replied, "True... so long as you don't mean like last year...."
That sucked soooo much. If you don't get what I'm saying, here's what happened:
In Literature last year, we worked on a short story called "Tuesday of the Other June". When we did a project, I decided to do the most creative project option: write a song. So, I DID write a song, which some people still tease me about (I'm not offended, it's more like an inside joke). It was called "Sanctuary". Now, Meli and Kelly if you're reading this, you're probably laughing. DOn't worry. I'm telling you to shut up like always.
Anyway, Meli, if you're laughing, have something to say to YOU:
"So here go/ Sittin all alone/ You're the one that makes me feel this way/ Cuz it's the dread you leave behind....."
Ha. I win. ;). JK.
If you didn't get that, that was Meli's song that she wrote.
Wellwellwell.... anything else???? Just that life's goin on again pretty well...
Had to attend 2 meetings last night and skip fencing. The first was for Decathlon, I was invited on the team again for Fine Arts. Anna's on Science being Renz in 8th grade's backup... But I'm not a backup cuz I was one of the three 6th Graders from last year's team.... yay.
The other meeting was for Confirmation, but that's not really as exciting.
Well, gotta go now, I guess.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Ok, seriously, I just wanna frickin KICK A WALL. That doesn't sound too bad, but oh well. It's more appropriate than what I was gonna say that completely makes more sense on how much I hate what's goin on btween Anna and MC.
I trusted her!!!! Like, next to Anna, she was the next person I trusted. She tied with Kelly, actually, cuz ya know, Kelly, you're pretty damn awesome when you wipe away all that Jonas obsession ;D.
Now, this probably isn't helping Anna, but I was about to tell MC something, but this "incident" (HAH, can that be ANY MORE of an understatement?) that happened today just completely kept me from saying anything.
Well, at least Sierra was nice. She completely understands. But I felt so helpless! Cuz I was at band talking about MLIA and "That's what she said" and laughing and having an awesome time while my best friend's life was gradually creeping to a screwed over state of existence. And I'm in art, sitting next to her, and Anna can barely even explain, and she starts crying. I felt HORRIBLE! I couldn't even tell why she was crying, as in "Are you crying because people might think you're a desperate slut? Or just cuz you trusted MC?"
Now I completely feel messed up. You can't trust anybody. Because, you know, Sierra, and Mariah, and Lauren, they're AWESOME, but we all (I said all, I'm not denying myself) have bitchy, nasty sides. So sometimes, it's just you and your best friend. And of course, there are times when it's just you and internal struggle, as well, like what happened last spring with me. But I just hope it'll all get better.
I've got fencing tonight, and I'm just gonna let it all go, ya know? Maybe take it out on the wall targets, rant to my friends. ugh, I still have to start on Vocab 3 Column Notes.... well, I'll ask Josh, who always writes awesome Vocab sentences that usually involve me and Jonathan or Eric and Matt or somebody and crazy antics. He actually texted me saying he has some more sentences . Well..... I just hope it'll all get better, and MC FINALLY GETS THE MESSAGE! She was all, "Anna, what happened? Why are you crying?"
We both just stared at her, and I'm all, "Stuff happens."
And she's all, "whaaaat?"
So now, I just wait. and do my homework. And wait. And stuff. But mostly do homework and wait. haha, I'd snicker, but I'm too stressed out with this stuff.
And people say Secret Life is too stupid-dramatic.
"Hey Anna! Did anything happen at school today?"
"no, not really-"
it's a good thing my dad doesn't have a lie detector embedded in me somewhere, otherwise it would've gone off like crazy at that last sentence. Nothing happened at all, sure! So, since the halloween dance, people have been talking about me and the tall guy (still not saying his name, tho i KNOW i already did). I already said how mad i wuz at sierra for coming onto him (does anyone have a better phrase i could put there?) so fast. i JUST SO HAPPEN to have a bit of a devious mind (THANK YOU ANNEL) to tell him some stuff that will most likely turn him away from dating her. that wuz last week. i REALLY regret saying that. SIERRA: I'M SO SORRY AND I KNOW THAT PROBABLY WON't HELP BUT WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF U WERE IN THIS SITUATION? PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT A DESPERATE WHORE. Think of it from my point of view:
I know a guy since summer, who happens to go to Resurrection, a school that goes to our dances.
i just might like him, but we're just friends.
we go to a dance, and ALL OF A SUDDEN everyone's asking me about him, all sorts of questions, half of which i can't answer.
ALL OF A SUDDEN, half the girls in my class like him, without even realizing that i might actually have fealings for him, which ur kind of crushing by flirting with him.
you dance with him.
you get someone else to dance with him.
you get his number.
you hug him, and YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW HIM.
think of how i might be feeling at this point. sad, distraught, angry, jealous? you guessed it. so what would you do if you were in that situation and people were slavering at the mouth just to meet this ONE GUY that i just so happened to know. people are pushing me out of the way to get to him. u would feel like i did, right? sad, angry, jealous. if you had the chance, you would probably do everything u could to get him away from those girls. even if whoever you were flaming found out, cuz it wuz worth keeping him. now you understand my point of view. lets get on with this story.
Monday: i tell Annel (my BEST FRIEND EVER!!!!) how i began to get the guy away from sierra. i KNOW i can trust her. someone with the initials MC is wondering what we're talking about, "what's your devious plan?" i promise to tell her tuesday. she looks completely into it, completely trustworthy. i go home sick during lunch, then post utter boredom (btw, in my boredom, i wrote 11 other poems yesterday). i email the guy (there was NOTHING about sierra in that email). do homework. eat. sleep.
Today: choir. first bell. english. literature. RECESS! during recess, i tell MC (who, btw, was a friend) my devious plan. completely harmlessly, she smiles in agreement and goes "so, did u do anything else, tell me!!!" so i say "ok, will asked how many guys like her and i said almost all the popular guys" which is almost completely true. i tell MC that i'll forward her the conversation. she swears on her life not to tell anyone. "you know you can trust me, anna!". recess bell rings. math. science. lunch.lunch recess. i hang out with MC cuz annel's in band and allison and felicia are in homework room. me and MC hang out with mariah, sierra, and lauren. somewhere between then and the end of lunch recess, someone is a rat, and when the last lunch bell rings, sierra's on the bench with her hand over her mouth with wide eyes just standing like that. she says "i hate you anna" like 3 times... we line up/ leave for art. on the way there, the wonderful lauren who i CAN trust says "MC told sierra that you told will that sierra _______________________________" mrs kirkland goes thru a whole conversation with the class about the right way to paint a picture of candy on a gingerbread house, while i'm feeling screwed cuz MC told sierra what my plan wuz. i tell annel what MC did while mrs. kirkland finishes her talk, and we begin working on a painting aka we all have time to talk cuz mrs. kirkland never pays attention to us. i explain more to annel, and we both can't believe MC would be so mean, and would act like a perfect angel and all sorts of crap. SHE LOOKED SO MUCH ON MY SIDE I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE WOULD FRIGGING DO THAT! WHAT THE F*CK!! i wuz just thinking my life is over my life is over i hate you MC i hate you i hate you i hate you etc. and i start crying. i couldn't help it. i felt so defeated. so cheated.tears poured out of my eyes. annel attempted to cheer me up, but then the guys came and were all "aww, what's wrong?" "is she okay?" "what's with anna?" which didn't help. after a while i stopped crying, some people asked me what was wrong, but i couldn't answer. it wuz easy to say sorry to sierra cuz she sits at my table and at that point i felt like my day was already bad enough, can it get any worse? and i honestly felt sorry. but if MC had come up to me while i wuz crying i would have seriously punched her in the face. but i say that a lot. end of story.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
haha, last time I said flip, someone said it was a racial slur..... fail. Flip is used BY filipinos.... it means filipino, so I don't see how it's a racial slur or anything.
Well, I've got a fencing tournament today, and 2 of the guys on my "team" are fencing in their event, plus another guy's coming to watch their and my events... just got our team jackets yesterday, so awesome! It's got my name on it! Yay! Excessive exclamation points!!!!!!!
Well, I guess that's all for now, I'm just hella bored.
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